Acrylic on canvas 50cm x 70cm Oct / Nov 2022
Bonne Année 2023 / Best wishes for 2023 ! One of my personal hopes for 2023 is to practise a little more artwork than I did in 2022! That shouldn’t be difficult given I did so little. And every time I restart I feel so rusty! Perhaps I should start painting cats & dogs instead ! One excuse for so little artwork is having adopted a puppy & then a kitten! So actually my other hope is that they will gradually need a little less input of my time & that the calm moments will increase. When I was teaching many hours in a school & feeling tired though, I used to do more. I don’t know how I managed it now! But then I think I burnt myself out a bit, so these days I try to not have high expectations & to not feel guilty for not producing. And for not promoting the little I do !!
I don’t always succeed in this though. I did very much enjoy painting the sunflowers & was a bit scared to finish in a way. Because when I paint I become so absorbed & then when it’s finished I am confronted with starting all over again & a sort of sense of emptiness. Despite knowing I have so many other things to be grateful for! Is this perhaps just the creative predicament ? Do other people feel this way? I suppose it’s really to do with it being the process that’s important, which applies to living in general really.